Freedom mindpalette- I

Freedom mindpalette- I
(“Freedom” concept fully inspired, adapted from the first chapter of Paulo Coelho’s ‘The Zahir’)

mindpalette feels ‘dependence’ every moment and fights for freedom.

The freedom struggle opinionated with strong convictions and fighting for what it believes.

It fought with various complexes during its childhood days.

Later against the conservative social set up, inspiring ideas from equality brotherhood and socialism.

mindpalette got involved in religion and evolved out as an agnostic, after fierce fights.

Don’t know where it got the ideology that ‘Silence is Surrendering’. Might be from the suppressed radical ‘id’ (courtesy: Sigmund Freud)

It fought for identity.
It was the dangerous turning point when beautiful but fatuous dreams caught fire engulfing everything. Every hurdle looked so easy to overcome with the enormous power of fantasy and youth .
Even the whole world conspired for it (courtesy: Paulo Coelho).
Those days didn’t last long.
Distorted vision and unfocused moves ceased mindpalette in a soup.

These freedom fights gave mindpalette the strength and inspiration, to face any critical situation with an exceptional sportsman spirit and strive forward unemotionally.

Fortunately or unfortunately mindpalette got sidelined and the long lost complexes resurfaced, which took mindpalette to new black holes of slavery and dependence.

It never bothered to fight against them. Actually mindpalette was enjoying the painful stretch of loneliness and depression.

It got the support from spirit and nicotine. …………………

Happy mindpalette

mindpalette loves to be happy.

Spreads the aura of happiness and cheer that even its enemies love to cherish
(Truth: mindpalette fears to be alone. don’t mind whether friend or foe)

It hates loneliness because mindpalette is a perfectionist, it urges to cross and explore the limits. Always unsatisfied as it finds further space for improvement. Accepting constructive criticism. (mindpalette thinks wired and comes to conclusions, but optimistic most of the time)

mindpalette detaches itself from the society when lonely and flies beyond every limits. It avoids everyone in a worst way and shrinks to its loneliness. It enjoys the strange pain of loneliness. But retrieves to stability at the slight spark of opportunity with full throttle involvement, as if nothing has happened.

mindpalette keeps atmosphere happy, memorable and lively with dramaticism, surprises, unexpected eccentricity, activities, self criticism, enthusiasm, unprejudiced verdicts and generosity

mindpalette is a great listener.
It won’t believe in sympathy. It shows calmness in danger and difficulty of others and happily helps them to overcome, evolving as a tough hero.

It loves the tough image so much that it suppresses its weaknesses under the carpet.

mindpalette abstains itself from bounds and proclaims self independence . It shows unpredictable caring and help,(going out of the way to any extend)when needed ,with little emotional involvement……

mindpalette always wonder why it never joined circus
As it can be highly successful as a joker……

Hhhhmmmm

Might be ബെചൌസ്

Everybody is happy with the joker or
There is no game without a joker…………..

(Truth: mindpalette always convince or confuse, continuously changing shades)

Agnostic

mindpalette- the agnostic
mindpalette is an eccentric traveler of thoughts.
It travels through the intricacies to find justifications, confrontations and arguments .
It always does what it feels right at the moment and stands for it, enjoying the rights and wrongs of its deed.

Ready to face the unforeseen consequences and collateral damages. Ready to accept that sometimes mindpalette goes wrong with the justification “circumstances forced me to do that” (courtesy. my old classmate). It is responsible for its actions as change is the only thing that’s permanent in the evolution.

All rights are not always right.

Time is a the greatest healer.
No wonder I forgot my long lost girlfriends who gave me solid torture when they left me(most of them dont even realised that I really loved them blaming me unromantic and apathetic, some I don’t hav the courage to tell)

mindpalette is not sure whether ‘god’ (as projected by various religious sects) is there or not. mindpalette likes to believe that there is a powerful entity that controls the universe. Faith supports you when you are helpless .

mindpalette always pretend and present itself as sang-froid.
(Truth: It’s so egoistic to concede to any other soul. Knitting secret plans to avoid direct confrontations with possible super egos in its way).

It’s the group dynamics and the concentration that does wonders while in religious sects.

mindpalette’s god is a broadminded omnipresent entity. he is so broadminded down to earth and friendly that he never even asks to reserve one specific day to praise him.

He is right with you. As your friend, parent, enemy, sister, girlfriend, teacher, driver, drunkard, shopkeeper, soldier, prostitute, social worker, politician, layman, or even as your dog.

So mindpalette is always for non violence.
Wondering how bin laden can murder gods in the twin tower and bush can murder the gods in Afghan and Iraq.

Now mindpalette is in trouble. (mindpalette is a non vegetarian…..!)
Think about the hens, the cows, the sheeps, the birds, and the fishes that mindpalette kills and the moron even eats the dead bodies of the gods…
bin laden and bush never ate the dead bodies of the gods they murdered ……

oh my GOD mindpalette is in trouble.

Sorry …. that’s a spontaneous out flow of the post colonial tail of inferiority complex and colour fascination .hhmmmmmmmm.
In simple words mindpalette was trying to imitate Hollywood heroes, more precisely James Bond oh oh seven
That’s all.
Wow …. mindpalette is calling god for help (clear that mindpalette is helpless).
Let’s see which god comes for its help.

Phantasm - An illusory image

Change –The only thing that’s permanent in life.
I’m pursuing the everyday transitional stages of my so called social life. I’d rather say the evolutionary stages of my life cycle.

What the hell on earth??, (Courtesy: my old roommate, whose first reaction while getting irritated. Hmmm... Just wondering, where the hell on earth is he now in his evolutionary life cycle) am I trying to say….

Nothing. “Change” That’s the first word that came out ,while trying to get a self portrait or image of the mindpalette.

Its so fickle with different shades.

Still I should start off.
mindpalette is an Aquarian

Who shares the traditional Aquarian traits of"Friendly, humanitarian, Honest, loyal, Original, inventive, Independent, intellectual and out of the world........... Refusing to follow the crowd".............WHO LIKES "Fighting for Causes, Dreaming and Planning for the Future, Thinking of the Past,Good Companions, Having Fun ".........AND DISLIKES "Full of Air Promises, Excessive Loneliness, The Ordinary, The Imitations and The Idealistic world"


This is what mindpalette is supposed to be


Disclaimer : All thoughts, questions, answers, justifications and actions initiated by mindpalette is based on these already existing traits .