mindpalette – retrospection

mindpalette – retrospection

mindpalette wondered why it is so exited

It searched for the exact reasons for its overwhelmed excitement. It tried looking towards - it ’self’.

In between the different shades, it found a strange shade of mind.

A neatly suppressed, strange shade…….

mindpalette realised that it was suppressing its desires in order to comply its projected image in the university.

The more it suppressed, it became more pervert and highly complicated.

It was working with young, beautiful girls.

It suppressed all its desires by repeatedly telling to its self that it was a teacher.

mindpalette always acted different to create and pamper an image for itself.

It created the false self image right from its childhood.

mindpalette used to stand in front of the mirror,
and saw a creepy thin reflection which made itself wondering how it is going to compete at the race called life.

The reflection,
and the inability to satisfy the social and family expectations forced it to create an illusionary projected image of its own.

So that it’s negatives can be neatly concealed under the carpet.

Its family situations always urged and kept itself reminding about self sufficiency

(That it should stand on its leg and take care of itself).

mindpalette was in a dilemma

It should fight back to survive,
while suppressing all its shortcomings.

mindpalette decided to attain the strength to fight back.

Somehow the decision to be tough evolved out.

It realized that it should overcome the urge for care and sympathy from others as the first step to evolve as a ‘tough mindpalette’.

It was the beginning of a new fascinating concept that spread the basic shade of ………mind palette

The basic mold that created mindpalette ……………

One reason for the excitement was the urge to disown its projected image, breakfree and fly to a new dream world…..